Every experience that God Blesses our lives with, could be a beacon for someone
who is hurting, in pain, lost and in need of some hope.

Here you will find stories to bring your love of our Father back to your heart!
He touches our lives in so many ways.
Each story that I hear, helps me to remember how he IS in my life.
I hope you enjoy the Love, Blessings, and Miracles
shared on this page.







Annie
LALA
Marie1
Meshel
Trucker


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Annie:
Last year was for me, was the worst year I had gone through ever.
Prior to that, I had lost 5 family members within a seven year period of time.
All very close
And still last year was the most traumatic for me.
The deaths were complete for me.
I understood that they were all with God and still with me.
Last year I had gone through some very emotional situations
With personal life, work, family etc.
Had very bad panic attacks which run in my family,
but this had over taken me with such force
I couldn't funtion by the middle of last year.

I had recently been divorced and at that time needed to move.
The situation at the at home was horrible to say the least.
My ex at the time was very controling, and verbally abusive, not physical but verbal.
Work was hell for me.
The only light I had was my daughter.

At that time I had come back online and started chatting again with my friends
which I had gone away from for a few months and never really spoke too much then.
Just being in their energy helped tremendously
I was so paranoid at that time and nervous, I couldn't see striaght.
I was also so self-conscious from being so broken down in every other area in my life.
I was in an afraid mode, when normally I am very open and very outgoing.
I shut down
I coudn't even share with my daughter more or less what I did in my life,
at that time it was very traumatic.
I cried every day, I didn't want to be outside etc.

Anyway I argued with God everyday,,Everyday!
I was Pissed off at him...I thought he left me and didn't care anymore.
I had gone through a lot too as everyone else does in life, but I thought it totally unfair
that I had to go through more at this point.
Afterall, I worked hard on me
But what I didn't realize at the time, was that I had these huge gifts opening up to me
and they took place after I changed my veiw points on how I thought I was supposed to be.
I would pray every day...not just every day but every moment of the day!
I prayed so hard my head hurt.
It was an obsession for lack of a better phrase.
But I kept getting impressions that it would be all over very very soon
if I kept plugging along and learn not to create the negativity first of all in me.

I found that God was in me and that I didn't need to be afraid anymore.
A friend had told me one day that when the student is ready the teacher will appear.
Not two days later, I opened up a book and the first sentence I read was just this.
I thought, I may be a nervous wreck but not stupid and I bought the book.
That one book opened up all that I had known before
that had gotten me through the deaths of my family members
but now it was so much more.
I found different ways through reading and now sharing again that I wasn't ever alone.
And the thing is that I knew this and this is just the pinicle of the experience, not all of it.
The jist of it all was summed up in the book.

That I had always had God with me
That God was never gone
That I had created the expereince
At first I thougth I didn't, then I relooked throught my thoughts
and what I had spoken and sure enough I did.
My negativity, jealousy, anger at everyone had come to fruition.
The more I allowed the anger to come in, the more it would materialize and be there.

God had shown me that he was always there with me,
but I ultimately had choices, and thru my thoughts, words, and actions,
I would create those and learn to recreate me.
In doing so, I'm much more peaceful.
My intutions have opened up trmendously.
Life has choices and I go with the flow.
But anyways, to sum it up,
I am better through which I was given
I am thankful for last year,
I'm not angery anymore, nore nervous, or afraid of life.
I'm living again!

Annie =)

The Book that I read is called Conversations with God.

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LALA:
Well I have had alot of things happen in my life that are Blessings
some little some very very big .
Some have happend to me, and some I've witnessed.
But for now I'd like to share with you something that happend recently.
Some of you know of my husband being off of work for nine months.
I was scared at first and as the months went by without him working
I learned to look to God for my strength.
Well he has found Christ,
and that morning when he was hired is one of the most astounding events
that I have witnessed of pure God At Work!

He was so stressed... and he had been looking so hard
I took my son to school that morning and my husband was on the computer.
When I got back he was sitting on the chair and had tears in his eyes.
I was stunned because he doesn't cry easily and I was worried
and asked what the matter was
He said Christ has just blown me away!
As I left that morning to take Nick to School he prayed with intention! and expectations!
He said to Christ,, Lord you have told me that if I ask I will recieve,
you know that we are in need and I am asking now,
and letting you know I want to work!
and I want a job today!
Then he told me after praying like that he thought in his mind
that he had just given Christ an impossible task.
Well within 7 minutes, the phone rang,
it was a man who my husband had been trying to get a job with
and thought there wasn't a chance there.
This man, said to him, "ok can you start tomorow and what can you do?"
My husband told him and he said ok be at this address tomorow morning at 6:30 am.
Then the man says," oh yea what am I paying you again?"

So he was hired,, and it was God at work there!
When you feel at your lowest, that is when our Lord is holding you up!
I told husband, well you thought in your mind and heart it was an impossible task!
I could just hear Christ say .. oh yea? impossible?
you non believer,, now believe!

LALA

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Marie1:
God is in the midst of helping me with something that I am working on.
However, I could tell you about something else that I feel the need to share.

For the past few years, I have had many struggles
which included recovering from an abusive past, and many other things
well, in the past two years, God has really opened my eyes to life!

To what it means to live - a life of job, peace,
learning but picking up and growing from situations.
Well, my loving father decided to send someone into my life.
This is a friend that I met about two year ago
and have not spoken to for several months.
I did not get to know her well before,
but I am getting to know her more now.
The one thing I have learned is this person is like my double...
exactly like me in thoughts and behaviour
the only difference is they are younger....but when I was her age,
I was the same as she is now.

At first, I got scared because I was not sure why God was showing me this.
I was scared to go backwards and I was scared to listen to this friend.
Most of all, I was scared to open my heart to her
as I am in my higher learning.
At first I felt that I had to become like her
again in order to be around her,
but God reminded me of him.
As I slept last night, I felt like I was not in my body.
My mind was resting on this friend,
but my spirit was off trying to learn what I needed to learn.

This morning I awoke to certain learning.
One, to pray for all who crosses our path,
including those who crosses our minds in thoughts.

Two, to believe that God has a hand in every aspect of our lives.
He holds a key element in us - love!
This is the element we need to live and feed on spiritually and emotionally.

Three, is that when we are not sure why God does some things,
get down and ask God....
pray for others the same way we pray for ourselves.
For those who don't want to pray for themselves
or do not believe in prays,
pray anyway because God is still a part of you.

Four, is that I should not judge anyone
or expect them to be a certain way.
I should open my heart and love them.
They may not be able to love me back,
but the important thing is that I shared with them
a gift once shared to me.
I did not know love at one point in my life.
I had to learn the meaning of unconditional love,
love of others and of self...
most importantly, allowing others to love me.

Five, we can not shape anyone.
We can be a shining example for others to see God's work in our lives.
We can be that torch that God has lit ...
"this little light of mine, I am going to let it shine.."

Six, is that we need to listen more and talk less.
Now this one got me because I think I am quiet a lot.
But when I really thought of it, I realized
that the listening I need to do
is not neccessary with my ears, but with my heart.
I need to open my heart to the
"writing of the golden pen"
the writing of God and the inspiration that fills me up.
Opening my eyes means to open my mind to the wisdom
that flows in my thoughts and fills me.
These are the things we are to share.

And last but not least
Is when we ask God for forgiveness,However, many times, we forget to forgive ourselves. letting go, and sending out love to the situation(s).
This is one I am still learning.
So, you may ask how this all relate to my friend?
Well I was scared to love her or let her love me,
I was judging her silently,
I was wanting to run back to create a shell that I once used to live in.
I prayed for her but forgot to use my faith,
to exercise my skill and believe that God will hear me,
and answer me,
and I forgot to forgive myself for my past actions,
and forgive others for their past actions.
This is one I am still working on...but it is important
because the key thing is, I am working on it.

So, as you can see, God is teaching me
even when I am not thinking he is listening ....
but he is listening because He sent someone for me to help.
He knows that I have the experience and resources.
Now I just have to let myself know that I have these
and it is okay for me to stand tall and claim my faith.
...a work in progress.

So in conclusion, God is on the job...
he is working full time in me and through me right now.


Marie1

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Meshel:
My biggest realization that God had never left me came to me a few months ago
I was surfin through the web for different things ...and thinking about my past...
and I said ok...here's a challange ...
you show me I can be a better person... and I'll show ya I'm listening...
I then came across a web page of a dear friend most of us know...
but at the time, I had no idea what page was coming up...
I read my intire life story on her page, and decided then,
if she could go through all those awful things and be the person I know today,
then I can be someone pretty great too
and asked God to show me where to start
Then it just so happened that I got an invatation to HPT,
not knowing what it was, I went.
No one forced me to join, but I went to circle...
and gave EVERYTHING to him.
So much good has come since!
As I let go of pain, fear, and many other things,
I feel much better than I could ever explain.
Emotionaly
I even went to a baby shower the other day with 25 people
and my friends know that in itself is a miricle!

MeShel

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Trucker:
I guess I realize it more now looking back on my life
how much the Lord has watched over me.
From the time when I was four and was nearly squashed under a garbage truck wheel,
and I came with-in literally inches of being squished.
All the other crazy things I did and was protected,
from nearly being hit by cars on my bike,
Motor-cycle accidents, to driving blind drunk,
and never killing someone else, thankfully.
It makes me think I am here to do something, or help
I am sure I was lead here, to the net and all of you guys for a reason.
To learn and have so much fun and I guess if I can , to help.
So there it is, short and sweet

Trucker (Patric)

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